Chapter 5 - The Empty House

They drove off in a cloud of exhaust and muttering, leaving me standing on the porch alone. The silence that followed was loud, ringing in my ears. I sank down onto the top step, suddenly shaky. Had I done the right thing? What if Grandma would have wanted me to forgive them? What if I was just as cold as they were?
I went inside and walked through the empty rooms. I’d decorated just a little—garland over the mantel, a small tree in the corner, the same one Grandma had set up every year. I made myself tea and sat by the window watching the gray waves roll in. For the first time in fifteen years, I was at the family Christmas. And I was still alone.
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That evening, my phone buzzed nonstop. How could you do this to us? You’re breaking the family apart. Think of your mother!. My mother’s text came last: I hope you’re happy. This is exactly why no one invited you—you only ever think of yourself.
I put the phone face down on the table and didn’t pick it up again. I pulled out Grandma’s old recipe box and found her handwriting, looping and warm: Nora’s Favorite Pecan Pie. I baked it that night, the kitchen filling with the smell of butter and sugar, and when it came out of the oven, I cut one slice, set it on the table, and ate it by the fire.