Chapter 38 - Separate Lives

Jonah’s file did more than suggest he had been kept apart from Nadia. It showed that someone had made a deliberate decision to prevent him from contacting both of us.
Dr. Shaw’s initials appeared beside a line stating that the separation was “medically necessary.” The date was six months after the operation, long after the immediate danger had passed.
“She said she didn’t know,” Nadia said. “Maybe she didn’t order the first move. But she signed this.”
The inspector general requested an explanation. Shaw’s attorney said the note had been written by an assistant using her initials. Dr. Shaw denied writing it.
We asked Jonah whether he recognized the handwriting. He said he did not. However, he remembered a conversation with a clinic social worker who told him Nadia had died and I had returned to the United States.
“I believed them for a long time,” he said. “Then I saw your picture at the farm. I knew Claire was alive, but I didn’t know if Nadia was.”
“What made you write to us?” I asked.
“I saw Nadia’s name in a public notice. The first time in years it appeared beside the word ‘surviving.’”
Nadia sat quietly beside him during the call.
“Why didn’t you come forward earlier?” she asked.
“Because I had built a life under another name. I was afraid the people who moved me would take it apart.”
“Did you ever believe they meant to protect us?”
“I did. It was easier than admitting they had used our fear.”
The committee hearing resumed the following week. Dr. Shaw testified under oath. She insisted she approved a temporary identity adjustment only and had no authority to determine where Nadia and Jonah were sent afterward.
The investigator presented the records showing her authorization for the second transfer. Dr. Shaw said she had signed based on a recommendation from Harlan’s office.
“Did you verify that the move was necessary?” the committee chair asked.
“No.”
“Did you ask to speak with the patients?”
“No.”
“Why?”
“I was told it could expose an allied source.”
“Did you have evidence that it would?”
“No.”
For the first time, Dr. Shaw’s composure broke. Her hands shook as she gripped the table.
“I thought I was preventing another operation from failing,” she said. “I didn’t understand that I was helping create a permanent lie.”
Nadia stood in the gallery, her face unreadable.
After the hearing, Dr. Shaw approached her. “I’m sorry.”
Nadia looked at the elderly woman. “You had the power to ask me a question. You chose not to.”
“I did.”
“I’m not ready to forgive you.”
“I understand.”
That evening, Jonah accepted an invitation to visit the farm. He arrived with one small suitcase and no one else. He stood on the porch, looking over the pasture.
“I don’t know if I can stay,” he said.
“You don’t have to decide today,” I replied.
“I’ve been deciding for years.”
Nadia came outside and handed him a photograph of the Kunar team. The same one that had appeared on my porch, but this copy had been restored from the museum file.
“You belong in the record,” she said. “What you do with the rest of your life is up to you.”
Jonah took the photograph. His eyes lingered on the people in it.
Then he recognized someone in the background.
“That’s not a liaison officer,” he said. “That’s the man who collected the case.”
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“What man?” Ethan asked.
“His name was Caleb Ross. He was supposed to be dead.”